Pride

(Verse)
I left my parents home I can barely afford to live alone but don't trip I'm gettin by.
Now I live in a place where niggas bust my windows out my car and take whatever.
But shit it's fine.
I can't get my mind right.
Thinking suicide Ima man I don't cry.
My mama told me come by anytime.
I said I'm cool but she look me in my eyes.

(Chorus)
She said 'if you down, just pick up the phone.
Call me anytime you aint gotta be alone'.
I said 'I don't need nobody, nobody'.
I told myself ' everybody dies. Pick yourself up, you a man don't cry'.
I don't need nobody, nobody.

(Verse)
My homie Dre died. I don't deal with death well.
I rather live a lie. I'd rather tell em everything's cool and deny. The feeling that I'm feelin that I'm ballin up inside.
Until I reach my peak and I cross my prides lines.
I'm on the top floor on my porch looking down.
Thinking will I feel pain if I hit the the ground.
Then my girl calls to see if I'm fine.
She knows when I'm lying she say.

(Chorus)
She said 'if you down, just pick up the phone.
Call me anytime you aint gotta be alone'.
I said 'I don't need nobody, nobody'.
I told myself ' everybody dies. Pick yourself up, you a man don't cry'.
I don't need nobody, nobody.

(Verse)
I could have went this morning but couldn't find nothin to wear.
They say come as you are but still I feel so unprepared.
Hope that nobody cares. Dingy t shirt and some vans.
Hope that nobody's stares. I swear I do the best I can.
I hope that nobody's there, I wanna be there all alone.
But I'm tired again this week I think I might stay home.
And probly just get lost with suicide on my dome.
As soon as I feeling lonely but then old folks told me.

(Chorus)
If you're scared, go to church.
Cuz it could always be a lot worse
nigga you gone need somebody, somebody.
If you down just pick up the phone.
Call me anytime you ain't gotta be alone.
You gone need somebody, somebody.